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| It has been weeks away since my last blog.. Things I should say have been collecting in the dust, that they would be old to say.
There were leadership camp, OGL duties (no need to be curious of it)
and some Star Wars spoof.. and in-between them are little outings with
old friends, fellow OGLs and seniors.
(Darth Vader and his stormtroopers marching together.. destination: McDonalds  )
Watched Star Wars Episode 3. It is good but unlike Ep. 1 and 2, this
movie feels much shorter. I am not sure why maybe it is indeed shorter
duration-wise, or maybe thanks to focused and tragic storyline.
Regardless, holiday is over and school starts tomorrow, I have to
prepare myself. I have been through many semesters in my life of
education, so surely I know how to handle a semester better if I care.
Now that all the main stuffs are to be taught..
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| Today..
At 1pm meet up with SGPSP people @ Peninzula Plaza Burger King, I got
to try games that I dont have and have a taste on wireless multiplayer
of PSP too..
They are friendly people too, feel like buddies.. looking forward the next meeings!
Went to Funan mall together with them.. there is a local PSP launch
party there, and a Ridge Racer competition that if you win you get a
free PSP! The winner is a cute eleven year old kid! O.o
He gets to be surrounded by so many booth girls too.. so lucky T-T
On the other hand, I got all the so called 'limited edition'
merchandise available there by answering on quizzes and participating
on the RR thing (though I came last since I'm not into driving games).
There are 4 total.. a lanyard, a pouch, a wristband and a cap. 
After that we went to Mcdonalds and play more with our PSPs.
Was a good day.. it could be better if I could join up with my classmates for BBQ at someone's house..
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| Gundam Seed Destiny Episode 24
Lacus Clyne: "First you decide, then you follow through."
Plan then execute.
"It's the key to get anything accomplished."
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| Today is cleaning up day. Cleaning upmy room, completing long
ignored household chores.. Cleaning up my PC too. Let's see how it
fares a few hours later ^^;
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| Hmm.. its already Sunday. Not much I have done except staying over a
friend's house to play Tekken 5 together, then when I went home I slept
and played the game again after I woke up. Tekken 5 and Dynasty
Warriors 5 and PSP, the three things that consume my life the most now.
Planning to go to a bookshop after I write this blog.. but I heard
thunder. Hopefully it never rains.. ^^; (shit, sees a lightning)
Anyway, I thought alot about religion and its existence so I wanted to share it with you.
In my belief, there are no such things as God, devils, spirits.. Heaven
or Hell. When you die, you just die. You exist no longer. You are not
going anywhere.
Respective religions have their own Gods.. rules of conduct etc. In my
belief THEY LIE, but they lie for reasons. First, by saying you live to
serve God, you found yourself a purpose in life, so it freed you from
getting stressed over 'What am I born for?' 'What do I live for?' Second, by having alot ppl
to believe the same thing, a community is formed and you feel not alone
anymore. Religion's rules of conduct such as you should help friends in
need is to support further this community. Religions invent heaven and
hell, or anything afterlife is so that people who believe it could die
in peace, because they will think its not going to end. It is also to
curse/scare people who did bad things.. and to discourage ppl from
doing bad things. Something like that.. I can go on, really.
So actually, they lie for good things. But alas these are bad things, because:
OBVIOUSLY, THEY LIE.. they give us a purpose of life but there is no
truth in it. So people were cheated. Those who believe live on
believing those lies.. and to some who actually realized the truth live
in denials, because a community with everyone believing in same thing
is a happy thing.
In the end, different religions hurt each other. Bad mouth, fight,
burning.. they were taught in respective religions not to do such
things, yet they do it.. as if what was taught by religion isn't
important, it's the community that matters.
I've seen such people who abandon their family juz to contribute alot
to religion community. Sure they are good helping people and such. But
he avoid his family, which isnt the right thing to do. He is too blind
in his own community to know the truth.
The sad thing is that how people believe in a purpose of life (which is
needed to keep them moving) given by others, not caring the reality.. they are asked to believe and just believe it. In my
opinion, you should find your own purpose of life. I am sure no human
would be able to solve the mystery of why we exist. No one knows any
true meaning of life. That's why you should find own purpose of life..
its anything that you believe in your own, not something people force
you to. In short, I think those who cant find their own purpose of life
and have to rely on relgions are weak. There are ways to overcome
sadness by looking at things at better angle. Religion does too, but
again those are lies.
Worse is how these people who believe in their religions think they are
always right and those who dont believe in religions are always wrong.
They act all holy and refuse to listen reasonings of non-believers..
like retards.
Shouldn't be that rude but imagine someone's smiling at you.. telling
you Gods do exist and He will help you, He needs you.. when you told
him how to prove that Gods exist.. he says there's no need to proved
Gods exist, Gods do exist.. He lives in every hearts of us.. Aargh..
Like as if he knows everything, he doesnt know Gods exist or not.. He
just believes these things invented by other humans for no apparent
reason other than to avoid sadness and live happy in denials.
It's sure a one-sided thought, but it has to be. Imo, its better to
believe something on your own as your purpose of life, and look things
at better angles yourself.. instead of feeding yourself with this
good-bad purpose mixed lies for no reason. My purpose of life is simply
to just live this life, succeed in creating what I want to create..
spend the rest of my life exploring.. looking at new things.. then die the way it's supposed to be.
Of course, it's not like I try to change anything. People choose to
believe religions, I care not. I wrote this not to change people (not
like alot ppl read this blog anyway).. I'm just letting out my thought.
So yeah, it rained >.<
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